the beginning of the end

well, tomorrow is the beginning of the end. we will start our last class of grad school, and i must say that i'm rather glad. i love it here, but i'm ready to move on and do other things. i'm ready to go and be on my own, for real this time. i know it will be hard, not knowing just yet where we are going, but it's going to be great because i'm going to be with some that i care for and deeply love and trust. speaking of which, he came and surprised me tonight. he was in north carolina on another interview and he drove 4 hours in the other direction to spend some time with me. i was so happy and we have had a really nice time together. i'm even staying up late, just because he's here. tomorrow during class i'll probably regret it, but oh well. i'd rather have him be here and be tired than be without him and be well rested. yeah, i know that i'm cheesy, but i really feel this way. there are so many things that i would give up just to spend more time with him. i can't wait until we get married and he can't leave me! hahahah....oh well. i better get on and do other things. hopefully later this week i will have a good post that is insightful stuff about education and not about my really cute fiance.